Sunday 18 October 2009

*sigh*

I keep sighing all the time. I hate each time I have to do things I don't want to do and don't need in life because it always makes me think of one certain question: What am I supposed to do with my life but to live it?
I feel so very heavy. What if I never reach my dreams? I sound so pessimistic. But I'm slightly panicked. This is pure confusion and some sort of search for something...I don't know what.

I HATE this feeling. Because it makes me want to sit down on the floor and just sit there ignoring everyone around me. I wonder what they think of when I do that?

But hey. 24 hours, and then it's over. Right? I guess I just have to straighten up.

xoxo

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