It's always the same thing! I'm crazy xD

Gotta study for the freaking test now!!! omgomgomgomg

I saw you today and my heart froze.
And you just brought me back to what I left because of the things that hurt.
I saw you beautiful and eager,
turning your head to make the view clear,
to see if it was me you caught.

The place was so crowded.
It's amazing you saw me and I you.
But I'm not surprised.
Isn't that what we used to do?
Finding each other for better or worse.
And how did we ever get to this?

I know now that this is how things will end.
We can't be lovers, and you can't be my friend.

One

It feels like time is hunting me down.
And a young person isn't supposed to feel this way.

And it's like my very own shadow is avoiding me.
Whatever that might be.

Who promised me to give me more than this?
No one?
I guess I did myself.

And this is just another phase of the complete nonsense stuck in my brain.
Some sort of reflecion, but of what I don't know.