Dinner At Eight

We orienteered today at school. It was ok :) I usually like maps and stuff like that.

It's definitley autumn now. And it's coooold. But I like the fact that I can wear my favourite jacket, just for a while though, since it'll be to cold to wear when the winter comes.

Yesterday was, of course, awesome because of my Drama group <3
We're going to work this saturday and I so look for to it :D



Soon time for dinner. Weheeeey! :D
This is my brothers girlfriend Linn, my bro Kimwell and Randy our doggie :P
Hmm...yeah, we have our special ways of cooking. This is the Kimwell-style!

// Rosie :)

Good news in the bad ones

Oh, my eyes hurt. It feels like someone's pricking them with a needle. I really should go to bed earlier.

So. What's happening? Well, first of all, I'm really relieved to hear from my cousin Claire in the Philippines. In case you don't know what I'm talking about...there has been a very strong hurricane/monsoon, the strongest since 1967,and it's been raining like hell. Actually a whole mounth of rain just crashed down within a couple of hours...no electricity. Basically the entire Luzon was under water, that means almost half the country. God, my heart just broke. I've been so worried. And mom too. So worried we got frustrated at each other and started to argue for no reason at all. She was telling me to look it, and I did. I clicked on every site about it. She was like "Look it up!!!" and then a answered "I am!!!" and yeah, it went on like that until we got irritated at each other. But I guess that's just because we worried so much.
Anyway, so my cousin just posted on facebook that everyone's ok. *taking a deep breath*
They've been cleaning for two days, still not finish though. And well, everything is basically ruined. The mud is unholy. I wished I could help. I hate to watch the news. It looks terrible.
Really, I'm so glad everyone's fine.

Maybe I could work there for charity? Helping out children. I mean, I speak the language fluently, I've almost got my whole family there and I know the country quite well. Not forever of course. I'm going to England and stuff, too. I can't just not go. And Sweden is a country I love a lot. But you know, just for a while. I feel like I have to. I care too much for my on good. That's not a bad thing, but it's sort of my weakness and sometimes I hate it.

I better finish my homework now! I can't screw this up. I can't afford it!

// Rosie

I've lost the race

Blargh. I hate this ._.
I have to stick with the construction, but I really really don't want to! I want to have Physics and now, after my confession of how little I like construction, my teacher will so glare at me. Like, you're-a-shame-for-the-tech glare.
So if I hate it? He doesn't like art-freaks...or art.

I've been wasting my time trying to finnish the hand-in. Feels like I've been doing nothing at all. Just staring. Fumbling with the camera.

This sucks. There's nothing I'm really good at. What should I do?

...


// Rosie

Jesse, Billy, Angelica and Me :)

I so so soooo love the updates on Jesse Quin and the Mets' myspace! <3>

Yeah :)

Yesterday I spoke to Angelica for FIVE HOURS!
Skype = pure awesomeness.
I fell asleep at three in the morning, still on skype, and my heart skipped when Angelica asked "Are you sleeping?" xD I was like "Zzzzzz...wha...whaaaaat!" and then I was back to reality.

We made funny faces :D
And we managed to get us a "slave" for a year? Haha, I don't know...it was very late xD

Strangers are nice talking to but I can't just give away my skypename to people I don't know since it is my real name and blah blah...geez!

And oh, let me introduce you to my new friend, Billy :D <3>

I've written a song. Bye!

//Rohohohosie

MTWTF

Haha, MTWTF...I mean, WTF is a funny part...MT could be a short for just something-somthinge.

ANYWAY!

Well, kinda nice day. Chill. I spent some time after school wondering around in the city with Michley looking for some suitable football shoes for her brother.

We met My! A girl who used to go to our school...we always hung out and stuff. She didn't really have anyone in her class, but boom, we became friends. She changed to St. Eriks though this term. We had fun...we always stood up for her, whatever it was.

Now, after summer, when we met her, she just totally tried to avoid us. I looked straight into her eyes, glad to see her after the summer, but she just walked pass us, hiding behind the surrounding people. And I know she saw me. Michely called for her name four times before she had to stop...but she didn't stop because she wanted to. It was her kind father reacting to her name...

It all just makes me mad in some way. We were her only friends. I never expected to ever spend some time with her after she changed school, that's something you just know, but to just ignore us like that after all we've been through is something you just don't do.

THE GOOD THING IS...dad made his super-awesome apple pie :D <3

And I posted another look on lookbook :3
And that's pretty awesome. I'm so in love with lookbook <3>
some spare pics after lookbooking :3

// Rosie

Rebel, rebel

I want to go to England. Like, ALOT. You know just go somewhere else. I'm starting to become this wierd I-don't-care-anymore person? It's just that I am so very tierd of everything. Of how people always are telling me what's wrong and what's right when I know deep inside what really is right for me. People always pop up from nowhere telling me off. In all the confusion I don't really know where my heart beats.

I know you're not supposed to take those things in, and I don't, but when I finally get it all clear in my mind it's too late. I hate when people are telling me it's too late when really it's not. And I hate these rules telling me "No, you can't do that. It's a part of you now. The end." I mean, no, never, that's not true?

And now I am this rebel, walking against it all.

// Rosie